What if...?
A poetry prompt
Thanks Be Budding for the idea. I'm running with this the only way i know howโฆoff the top of my head and straight from my heart.

What ifโฆ?
Life is full of these questions
Some superficial
Some of significance
.
Here is a list
Of my what ifs
So please indulge me
As I go through this.
.
What if
I was never born?
What if
My mom never was?
.
What if
I would've had a dad?
What if
He didn't bail?
.
What if
I got better grades?
What if
They came easy?
.
What if
My family had money?
Would things
Look different now?
.
What if
I married the first girl I truly loved?
What if
I even asked to begin with?
.
What if
I never had kids?
Or,
The kids that I have now?
.
What if
This life is a total waste of time?
What if
It's all a lie?
.
What if
It's true
That life's a b***h
And then you die?
.
What if
I'm forgotten
The moment
That I'm gone?
.
The list of what ifs
Is truly neverending
I could never
Stop the asking.
.
What if
God doesn't exist?
What if
Life had no meaning?
.



What if forever is made of What Ifs?
Beautiful poem!
I ask these questions from time to time as well. I wonder about the alternative version of life I could have lived. Your writing style is simple and endearing.